july. the transition to emo months. are you guys ready?

glee is like super good. only watched episode 22 after a month of delay. i bought volume2 and showstoppers sekali gus, so now im damn broke. and i just just the last piece of ten ringgit note in my purse to buy a pokka green tea box. daymmn. emo weekend. its already monday and im still kinda emo, esp at times like these, alone in a pitch dark room. listening to emo glee covers. fave songs on showstoppers : a house is not a home/ one less bell to answer. DAMN so damn emo can, may i repeat that april rhodes' voice is like fucking amazing. so damn versatile can! 100% broadway baby! i just read the commentary on 'home', the episode where kurt wanted to renovate his room to welcome finn, and then he sings cos finn yells at him for being such a kpc. and when april sleeps over at will's. and they sang in different rooms. walao! the commentary said it was the most emotional episode in the entire season one, and i agree! and even 'journey', the last episode wasnt as emotional. tho i cried while watching 'journey', 'home' portrayed deeper emotions, the feeling of loneliness, and hope, the feeling of waiting for something important to happen and the disappointment when it doesnt go as you expected. all of us have gone thru this feeling, but not alot of people can tell you what does it really feel like, because there isnt a word to fully describe the emo-ness. but this episode did it, i felt. whereas 'journey'has a more straight forward feeling to it, there wasnt too much of twists and turns.

its july again.

i used to say july/august/ september are break up months. i still believe in it. maybe its because of the weather, the transition to rainy days. emo-ess kicks in very easily during these few months.

i dont know why i doubted our friendship, i wasnt thinking straight. how could the thought of it came across my mind? its not gonna happen again, i love you ze! ahah. never heard of long distance friendship. because the friends who drift apart when they are physically apart arent true friends, to me. i misssss you guys so much! lumahao why dont i see you online! frickin miss you can!

bert,

its fine. we're here.