im like a bird. and i am changing flight directions.

so i have been at home for a month or so. i really do miss nilai, i mean, i miss being able to be with friends all the time, and i miss not having someone waiting for me to come home to at night (that, would be my mom usually if shes in a bad mood, but lately shes all clingy and worried all the time, my friends say its the pre-departure symdrome for mothers. haha) okay, so one month or so not having to get to classes and doing assignments and studying for tests, no club meetings or events, sounds more like no life huh. but there was some highlights, first of all, INTI makan gang a.k.a. IMG came to kuantan and crashed at my place, brought them all over kuantan. there was one time at cherating where the front tyres of my car sank into the sand, so kaen and ferng had to push th car out of the sand as i pressed the accelerator, and ferng's foot got stuck under a tyre and his foot got grounded and pressed like garlic LOL. and, our midnight truth or dare session which was absolutely FUNNY. (hengyi, if you're reading this, sorry you got dragged into our craziness although you are way back at nilai) i finally got my visa done, which is good news. i was in bangkok for a week with my family and the hui family. quality family time, which is kinda lacking for the kids in my extended paternal family, cause we dont see each other that much. spending time with my korkor was really awesome too. never really got the chance to spend time with my big brother because he is 6 years older and he kinda missed all the important years of my life because he was away at college, puchong then uk.. and everytime we get to see each other he teases me, or asks me to play some of his games on his nDS, or Wii, or PS3. LOL. other than that i am pretty much just stuck at home.








他说我驾车很漂浮, 我说, 我就是一个漂浮的女人. 现在的我只想为一个人停下来.

在那个人周遭绕了将近四年, 我要转换航线了.

genes speak louder.

i know where i got my ego from, the word ego, turns into stubborn, if you interpret it differently. and i know that whether i accept it or not, i am going to be more and more like her each day. the good and bad qualities about her, some things that she did that i completely disagreed, yet truly believe that if i were to be in her position i would do the same thing. her bossiness, her ego and her toughness. i want to be like her, but i dont want to be exactly like her. i get so annoyed with things she does, but i know i am as bossy and as egoistic like her.


working on an essay.