i think i should like, totally drop the "like"s in my talking sentences. like, seriously, i think they like, totally make me sound like, dumb or something. AHHAHA.
cousin ling and her mom, my aunt came over for chit chat and we bitched about baby new's mother, whom is now staying just next to them, about how she stormed into school and yelled at me for at least 15 minutes when i did nothing wrong back when i was in standard 5. still triggers the beast inside when i think of it now, i would tear her brain apart and give it to jennifer if i had claws and the invisibility cloak. ugly old thing.
i lied to mama about my SE phone. i really do miss it, theres so much memories in there. i was just going thru some old blog posts and i really wanted to re-read some text messages from zhehui, it seems that we texted in august last year, but i totally forgot what was it about cos in my head we havent been keeping contact like, forever. the things people do and sometimes even the things going in there minds become pretty transparent after you've known them for a while, and yeah, to that someone who didnt show any guilt at all, we can see right through your thoughts, and you are actually way shallower than you think you are. what is done is done, when you think nothing can ever go wrong when you're helping a friend in need, remember that you will ALWAYS lose something when you help people. helping people is of self-interest, it always has been. but in my case, obviously my helping hand had been taken for granted and taken advantage of. lesson learnt, sad but nothing can be done.
watching "bump off lover", this really old taiwanese idol drama made in 2005. its the kind that doesnt involve too much lovey dovey scenes, a whole lot of suspense and mystery, and a little gore. they dont make much of these anymore. MIT and Gloomy Salad Days!
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