about club work.

i get really upset when you people dont show up, especially like today. but i never show my disappointment. because i still want you people to think i am superwoman, but i think its not working, you people are taking me for granted. i have never gotten mad at anyone until i start shouting at people, because i dont think its the right way to run a club, but maybe i will rethink that one. i know its fucking tiring and boring and annoying to decorate a soft board. but when 14 people do it together the tiredness, annoyed-ness and stress is 13 times less than when you're doing it alone. well maybe i should be happy more than 50% showed up today? and for those who had an interview for another event, you people know who you are, i am super disappointed you prioritize that event more than your home-club.

i am not against you guys wanting to get involved in more college events, but you people should know that your priority is always with your home-club. i dont know whats going on in your heads.

and to you, the person i thought i could trust with club duties,

i asked for a membership card design a week ago, you do it on the spot when i ask for it again. and you start showing me stock images from the internet. its very unprofessional and it made me doubt your commitment again. i took the time to write out the guidelines so that you can design it smoothly, but you lose the paper. when you are stressed you shout, calling people bitches and yelling the F word. you arent the only one whos tired and bored. everyone is. so can you please be more matured. you complain about people calling you lala, but everything about you and how you behave yourself spells lala. when i remind you about a task you get annoyed. its your obligations and if you cant even do it, you're thinking about handling 3/4 events at a time? i seriously think you should reconsider. you had 2 weeks to call for a program team meeting, but you didnt. you had a sembreak and 2 weeks to design a simple tee shirt and you didnt. you're head of publicity but you never update the facebook page, the side board, and you didnt even think of how to do the exhibition week soft board. you talk of a website/forum, but i have expecting you to show me something for like? 3 months? when i ask you whats wrong why are you not doing your jobs, you tell me you have girl problems.

and you ask me why am i dulan with you. seriously? what do you think.

//disappointed.