Wednesday, October 6, 2010

the f word.

the interactive play about gay boys coming out i watched today. i procrastinated on my physics revision for this. and it was okay-good. the actors are good, but the gay-related discussion went no where. seksualiti merdeka.




im.

fucking.

stressed out.



miss zaleha fucked my mind up.

what if i drop below 3.0?!
what if i fucking fail every single subject and none of any of the tier1/2 universities want me?


fuck.


anyways, i joined choir? man, i don know, at that moment i felt like i needed it. and i paid three bucks for impac's registration. i need the consistent dose of singing your heart out sessions. and its not that i dont go to the karaoke enough, we go every week! but its different, very different. singing without blaring background music makes me listen alot clearer. and i felt like my vocal control has dropped to zero. and it makes the world feel alot more real.


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